today, i am thinking about one of my favorite Aunts, Marcia. she passed away suddenly on saturday morning. i am still in a bit of shock and thankfully have been busy enough the past few days to keep my mind occupied. i start crying at weird times, when i realize i won't hear her again or talk to her again. i have so many fond memories of her. she was always very good about telling me how proud she was of me and i know how much she loved me and my three boys.
i dread this week and "seeing" her. i am just not ready to face it..it seems easier to hide at home under the covers.
this picture was taken about five years ago at my baby shower. her and another aunt planned it for me. she was so excited and went all out for me. she loved baby kman so very much and was so excited about his arrival. he began calling her "moosh"...which has stuck.
i don't know if there really is a heaven, i am really hoping there is. if its the place i expect, she's made her way to those she loved the most, my uncle, grandmother and her beloved storme.
you'll always have a special place in my heart and i'll miss you more than you'll ever know.
i love you!
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